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So.. I had a totally bonkers dream last night involving Satan, windows, and waking up in a cold sweat.
Let me start by saying I had eaten MSG laden Cup-O-Ramen less than 2 hours before I went to sleep. Plus, I tend to lucid dream.
From what I can remember it went as follows:
Satan puts a threat out to the world, world lives in fear, bad things happen resulting from people being frantic, people think it's Satan's doing, Satan watches me from any window I'm near, Satan gives a day that he will ... Do something? people become more frantic, people can't fight him, day finally come and countries consider nuking him, scares me because he's at my window, I realize that that the only power he has is the power that people have given him credit for, still looks at me creepily through windows , everyone realizes that he used our fear of him to almost cause us to nuke teh world, with his "defeat" he goes away, people realize that Satan/evil is housed solely within themselves, hurrah. *wakes up* OMFG WTF ??
I can't tell if this is a religious "Satan has no power over you unless you give it to him by not trusting gawd" or if it's "heaven and hell are part of you, you yerself are god/Satan, light/darkness. Seeing as though I'm agnostic, I'm disturbed by the fact that a dream made me repent and had me waking up doing the weird catholic cross over yer heart thing:bademoticon: . I'M NOT CATHOLIC! AND HAVE NO FRICKIN' CLUE WHY I'D DO THAT!
I hope you all found this amusing. I hate dreams like this...
Let me start by saying I had eaten MSG laden Cup-O-Ramen less than 2 hours before I went to sleep. Plus, I tend to lucid dream.
From what I can remember it went as follows:
Satan puts a threat out to the world, world lives in fear, bad things happen resulting from people being frantic, people think it's Satan's doing, Satan watches me from any window I'm near, Satan gives a day that he will ... Do something? people become more frantic, people can't fight him, day finally come and countries consider nuking him, scares me because he's at my window, I realize that that the only power he has is the power that people have given him credit for, still looks at me creepily through windows , everyone realizes that he used our fear of him to almost cause us to nuke teh world, with his "defeat" he goes away, people realize that Satan/evil is housed solely within themselves, hurrah. *wakes up* OMFG WTF ??
I can't tell if this is a religious "Satan has no power over you unless you give it to him by not trusting gawd" or if it's "heaven and hell are part of you, you yerself are god/Satan, light/darkness. Seeing as though I'm agnostic, I'm disturbed by the fact that a dream made me repent and had me waking up doing the weird catholic cross over yer heart thing:bademoticon: . I'M NOT CATHOLIC! AND HAVE NO FRICKIN' CLUE WHY I'D DO THAT!
I hope you all found this amusing. I hate dreams like this...
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