Not There

I only want to be with you
But you don't seem to care
I look upon you lovingly
But I feel like I'm not even there

Sitting out there alone
Under a dying day's sky
Wishing for the day I can take you home
And wishing it was tonight

Wanting to tell you so many times
And always I choose to wait
This reason or that reason
Or because I know what's at stake

And part of me knows the answer is so
It's never I that's on your mind
I know should I ask, I know should I tell
My love for you would be declined